A year ago today I tried to commit suicide.. So much has happened this last year. And I can’t say that it’s gotten better.. If anything, it’s gotten worse. I’m still staying strong (or at least trying to). I miss the people I once had in my life, and they’re the ones that promised to stay . And left. You really can’t trust anyone anymore, and I’ve learned that the hard way.
I fell in love this year… Lost about 5 friends.. Got my heart broke. Multiple times.. I just wish I was normal. Someone who doesn’t have all these problems, and doesnt feel disgusted when they looked in the mirror.
I wish this and that..
I don’t know why today is such a depressing day for me.. Because I’ve lived another year.. Aren’t I suppose to be happy? If so, why don’t I? Why do I feel even more depressed? #help
I stopped taking my meds for about two months.. And today just threw me off, so I’m back on them again. Will I ever be truly happy? Without the medication?
For my old best friend.. I’m sorry.
For kai’la.. I love you. And I’m so sorry.
For Alina, thank you.
For Jessica, thank you.
For Ly’Ricka, thank you.. And I love you.
For shanya, thank you… “. “
And for my amazing girlfriend/BestFriend.. Thank you
Life wouldn’t be the same without these people entering/exiting my life.
Let’s hope I can make another year.